MY DEAR FRIEND

Why aren´t you answering the fucking phone?! Can´t believe it dude. Can´t believe this time your trip has no return ticket. Cannot believe this time the most unveliebable excuse is not going to come out of your mouth to tell me why it took so long for you to answer. That same excuse that always made me laugh. Cause you told me you just wanted to be a better friend. You just wanted to be there whenever I needed you and now you are not. Cause Still we have too many topics to discuss over and over again, as if it was the first time, and there are still lots of anectodes I want to hear again "for the first time".

Cause I was missing you already the last days. And there is a hug I cannot give you. Cause your proved your point. This time you wanted to be around, and you where. With your calls, your "Hiiiiiii", your presence., which always made me feel that even when we where both at bad times we where going to support each other.

Whatever reason brought your to our lifes almost three years ago just by chance is now a memory, and no matter what I just can say you made our life´s more fun, more interesting and more amazing at times. You brought a smile and you wouldn´t believe how present you where, how you still are. No matter when, with Manu and his "chinesse hair" to make and instant smile come to our faces. And it was needed, believe me man, it was.

Cause you leave two beautiful kids who couldn´t hug your for your fathers day, cause you couldn´t hug your mom dough you wanted to, cause all those things ended up breaking your heart.

I will miss your protection, or the promise of it, cause you gave me the honour to have you on my little Tv show, and you came to see all my projects and you believed in me. "I always tell people about your stuff. It´s just what I´m good at".

Bruce Michael Waldack (BMW), even your name seemed worthy of character. And what a character it was. This text is just the reflex of the news of you not being here anymore. The same news I so many times feared to hear. I will rather like to think you just, went away to Carmelo, Turkey, Bahamas or wherever. But I still need you to answer the fucking phone... I need to hear my friend one last time. I need to tell you I love you so much, and what you mean to me, and us all.

This is still in english, as you wanted to. Cause all of us in this room speak english, ¿remember?

If we ever meet again, this time believe me it won´t be hard to find each other. We´ll just meet in Garbi.

So long my good friend, take care.

Feddy

Update: A video for Bruce: